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Wednesday, January 27, 2010 Believe in something, Want it badly, and it'll be yours Didn't start off today too great-ly as you can see from my previous post. To elaborate, MOE posted me to NYP's Digital visual effects, which i totally dk wth is that, and dk why the hell i put it in one of my choices either. I went to Nyp's webby and read up on it, and seriously, i've the least interest in making a film -.- Was super pekcek, but ahkor helped me with the appealing online. And he talked to me about it as well. Managed to calm me down a little. Anyway, there was no Applied chemistry with pharmaceutical science shown, which means it's impossible for me to enter that course alrd. Fucking hell it is, but i've to just move on. 1st choice i chose Material science @ SP, 2nd Experience and product design @ SP, 3rd Chemical and pharmaceutical technology @ NYP. Duapehgong bless that i can go into the Material science. Chaiboon's that course too, at least we'll have a friend then. Emo-ed all my way to work. I even felt like crying on the bus, which will be like damn disgracing cos it was kinda pack. Felt better at work, received a box of choco butter cookies from diana (: They're yummy. Didn't know what to tell my parents when i reach home, so i just kept my mouth shut from the moment i reach home till i finished my dinner. Then daddy asked, so i just said that i failed to get into the course i want and i alrd appealed for another one. Then mummy and daddy took turns to talk to me. Lol. Daddy's right, being agitated easily won't get me anywhere. I've to learn to look at things calmly and find the right solution, instead of getting into an attitude and blaming myself and everyone else. That's like so not grown up -.- So i guess, hopefully i can get into SP, either of the course. Otherwise if i have to stick to the original course they posted me to, i just have to try and excel in it. Who knows, maybe a brighter path awaits me there. Let fate decides. (: Sometimes, trying your best to adapt is far better than obstinately opposing. Ohya, dinner with sherlyn babe on friday. (L) Family dinner on saturday to celebrate ahma's bday. (: Anyway, just a random thing. I rmb my form teacher of 4E1 gave everyone a small card with her words to us written on it. Mine was: Always be the attitude girl i know, do not change it. All these while, i realised i'm always giving in to others. Changing into someone i didn't know years before. It shouldn't be the case. Everyone's unique, everyone's different. I shouldn't be so dumb enough to change for others' sake. Should start thinking for myself. That's my attitude. If you can't take it, then give up. Stay away from me. People who know me will know how i am. People who don't, you can try to understand, but never try to change me. This section is not directed to anyone anyway, i just suddenly thought of writting these out. Just suddenly realising it's time i stop changing for others. OH AND. Daddy says he's painting my room this sunday!! I finally can have a purple room! ^^v And i'm like finally getting a new phone. Hehe. Jet, or preston? :/ Muchloves, AhChua-J. Tuesday, January 26, 2010 FUCKING HELL FEDUP NOW. Shan't update more, i'm late for work alrd. F moe, F the people-in-charge, F life. All sucks. Appealed for new courses alrd. Hopefully i can get into material science at SP, since there's no Applied chem with pharmaceutical sci for me to choose at the appeal site ): , cos chaiboon's at Sp material sci too. At least got friend there. I DIE ALSO WANT GO SP. Please, duapehgong bless me. ): Gonna go prepare for work alrd. EMO. Muchloves, AhChua. Friday, January 22, 2010 I WANT TO WATCH MOVIES, BAAAAADLY. ): So many movies to watch! Some are like so long alrd. ): Avatar, Sherlock holmes, Toothfairy, Did you hear about the morgans?, 听说, 井衣卫(wrong characters -.-) etc etc. And got one chinese movie about dance de. SO MANY MOVIES TO WATCH, but i've not time. )': NEXT WEEK: -Dinner with sherlyn babe and huiying girlf okay! Don't put me aeroplane hor. ): -Dinner with some PIG. Hahaha. Okay, i'm like updating cos i'm super bored. So i'm just blabbing nonsense here. Anyway, bringing sister to tuition in the morning tmr, which means i've to wake up at 7am. Boy, i'm so gonna be a zombie. ): And after that i've to find somewhere to have my breakfast, but idk where. NO MORE YAKUN. Lol. There's a story behind it, which resulted in my Anti-Yakun. Wanna hear about it? ASK MEEEE :D So so so, where should i have my breakfast? ): Or should i just skip it and head to work straight? But i'll be damn early -.- I don't wanna be sucha good girl. LOL. Erhem, anyway, after i knock off, meeting mummy and sister, going fep to shop for my clothes! :Dv Yay-ness! Best part of tmr. Hahaha. OKAY, END OF MY WORDY POST. I'm just freaking bored. You can choose not to read this post, i totally understand. :D Anyway i got songs to intro! 我很好 那么你呢? -王心凌 旧伤 -黄靖伦 透明人 -黄靖伦 天亮了 -S.H.E 坦白 -萧亚轩 玩乐 -方大同 我爱他 -丁当 第几个一百天 -林俊杰 加油 -林俊杰 讨厌 -芮恩 其实很爱你 -张韶涵 偶尔 -张韶涵 哭过就好了 -梁文音 亲爱的是我 -梁文音 Hehe i know it's alot, but all are freaking nice okay. ^^ I'm more into chinese songs than english ones. And also because i'm tuning in to YES93.3FM almost everyday at work, since my boss's not around :D Once she's back, the radio have to be switched back to Class95FM. ): Maybe then, i'll update some english songs. Haha, but very least possible la. :D ME LOVE CHINESE SONGS! Okay, enough of my nonsense. Lol. At here zi high. Gotta head off to bed alrd~ Muchloves, AhChua-J. Thursday, January 21, 2010 Dearest sister. (: Finally met up with beidi ytd night for dinner after like almost a hundred thousand million billion years. :D She's working at J8 till 1015, so i thought i'll just slack at amk hub till she knock off. And yeah, i really nua-ed please. -_- I sent her messages, only to realise after that that her handphone's off all the while. LOL. I went to mrt platform to wait at about 10, and she text-ed me at around 1020. After that we met at last cabin where there's like super many bangalas -.-! Lol, wrong choice. And she's like super tall ytd. :D Her heels are pretty anyway. So, we ate at Mac, chit-chatted. Updated her slightly about my life and she said abit of hers too.. Then we went outside Mos to slack awhile, since she says she wants to catch the last bus at 12(which she still missed in the end, HAHA). Took maaaaaany pictures. Lol. She la, went crazy snapping away with her old phone. But it's okay, cos i haven't took photos with her like soooooooooo long alrd! After that blahblah, some drama at bus stop, then i walked home. To Beidi: Next time don't wear until so nice, work only ma! Arbo they'll stalk you home next time they see you, i sumpah. LOL. PICTURES! : See, she's so tall! She sent me all her zilian photos taken ytd night -______- She suddenly say want take what, Blog Picture ._. I still don't understand. LOL. Showing off her heels. LOL. But it's pretty right? :D -- Kayz, off to prepare for work! Downloaded many chinese songs from Baidu, all heard from YES93.3FM one. :D Gotta switch back to Class95 when my boss comes back. ): ): ): Muchloves, AhChua-J. Tuesday, January 19, 2010 For all those times you stood by me. Hey dearies. (: Anyway, i only told some close friends about my new link. But i've placed the link on Msn PM alrd, so if you manage to get your ass here, relink me alright. (: Thanks a billion. And thanks babe girlf and zhutou for relink-ing. Haa. Bought my new eyeliner ytd, except that it's not Silkygirl anymore. :/ Cos there aren't any silkygirl products at hollandV's Watsons. Weak ttm. -_- So i bought from Maybelline instead, the unstoppable blahblah. In Dark Brown. :D Wonder how's it, gonna try it soon. And i still suspect the old eyeliner sort of broke and dropped somewhere. It's impossible that i used it up so fast!! Not like i drew my whole eyes like some stupid goth or whatever. -.- So, checked off as -Broke and dropped-. Lol, sounds stupid also. 10mins more and i'm off to prepare for work alrd. I'm always late if i used com before work/school/something-important. Lol. It'll just keep me glued to the seat. But not today cos i'm sooooo determined. Lol as if got use -_______- But nvrmind, i'll try :D -- I realised i got some photos not uploaded yet. Lol. Upload now then. (: That's my hair color now if you can see it. Not edited okay, that's the real color. And if you wanted to ask, yes that's my natural eye color. Lol. Sort of hazel-like. Before dye-ing. The aussie coins are such jokes. Lol -.- The 50c so dua piang, the 1buck smaller, the 2bucks even smaller -_- Act cute.. No more these colors alrd. All chipped so i took them off. ): Before dye-ing. And i just wanted to capture my ponytail. Hard okay! D:< -- To babe: Text me once you got your phone okay! Imy la. ): And can we meet this friday instead? I've got something on on sat. I've plurked about it but i guess you didn't see it. So, can can? :D Call me using housephone/10c phone, anything luh huh. Hahaha. To girlf: MEET UP SOON LA BITCH. Lol. >:D Cos if school reopens, i guess we'll be super busy alrd. We meet somenight for dinner, okay!? To Beidi: Weiiii, faster text me leh. Miss you like #@$%^*% lor. And yokelin also. She MIA somemore! Lol :/ To Yokelin: Why you go so faaaaaar to work!? Want meet you also difficult manz. ): We have to go out soon okayzczxcxz. -- P/S: I love my Lucido-L volume booster hairspray! <3 P/S/S: And expectedly, i used more than 10mins. Lol. Off to bathe! Muchloves, AhChua-J. Monday, January 18, 2010 HEY BITCHES/BASTARDS. Okay, due to some reason, i created a new blogger account, and i can't use back my old url! @$%#$% So i just anyhow bomb a url first, wait till i think of nicer one. I MISS MY ME-LOVEPURPLE LAAA T.T And! My archives all went missing! WTHHHH, fuckzxcsxzcsx manz. I told kor and he say: "Nevermind what, fresh new start for poly." Lol -___- Since my blog's so boring now, i'll update a few pictures kay. Hee. Ohya, to those who didn't see my plurk ytd, i dye-ed my hair alrd. :D It was supposed to be reddish brown, but i told the person i don't want too bright, so it turned out to be.. brown. Lol -.- But nevermind la, though i wanted a darker shade. Light shades are so not in the trend alrd. >:D The color's not very visible in my pictures, cos it's more obvious under light/sunlight. (Fyi, only 3 pictures with dye-ed hair (:) But nevermind la huh (: -- Only those pictures where i wearing grey top then have dyed hair. -- Love my sherlyn babe and huiying girlfriend for their tags ^^ Especially babe, when she has to go to school now, and might be busy with schoolwork. Girlf i can understand, too ENG(not engligh hor) alrd. HEHE. Ohya to beidi, YES WE MUST MEET UP AGAIN SOOOOOON! Miss you and yokelin like @#&$*% ^ !! Soon okay. ^^ Contact me soon! Muchloves, AhChua-J.
I don't wanna be like Cinderella, Sittin' in a dark ol' dusty cellar, Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free.